Basically this teenager in Missouri is psychotic and slit the throat of a 9 year-old girl and just got sentenced to life in prison

And ohmygod, I get weirded out when I read about Missouri now that I don’t live there. It’s a bizarre out-of-body thing where I quasi-disassociate with it but have feelings about it all the same? And why are you crazy, person who did this? Not even judging, just wondering.